Screaming Internally

You ever just scream internally when you do something you're not sure you want to stick with? The time you're like "I don't want to do second life clothing anymore because it costs me too much money..."


Well, this is that post.


I've been on a journey with both my second life avatars since I came back last year. I've been in circles left and right I wasn't sure I needed to be in. I've run through situations I didn't need to be in. I've spent money, my money, my real-life mother's money - in order to fuel some random venture I wasn't even sure was going to pan out.


The beehive event happened, Naria happened, the whole black lives matter thing blew up. My store was "popular" to a point when doing weekend sales - but I had an extreme problem. I would then use the money to either pay rent, buy more templates to "keep up with" the rising trends.


Well, i've noted before "I will never do designing again", "in this format" - which I feel like i'm gonna lie to you in a minute here. I really miss doing this sort of stuff, giving me another design avenue when my illustration bug dies, writing bug dies, music bug dies. I feel like I killed off a part of myself when I forced myself out of it.


I know a person in general who may read this and snarl at me from the sidelines because when we were still talking - we'd say "no". I need to fly to the beat of my own drum, no matter how off beat it is. So from sometime in feb or maybe early march, i'll start filtering some of my products back onto the marketplace.


This means i will still continue blogging, but may not be picking up many clothing brands. So far the three sponsors for blogging (apart from Dark Star Radio) - have been skin, makeup and body add ons. So i'm happy to blog anything anyone wants me to blog anyways.


Why am I considering doing this? I need a tiny bit of an income coming in between accounts now that i'm not pro. For the first wee while i'll only be releasing old products for whatever i've still got available. Due to the fact I don't have much of an RL income, there will be no in-world presence at the moment.


I am also likely to RE BRAND with a different name, because KSD was a bit bland.


Thank you for your support! I Can't wait to see more things to blog, more things to photograph!!!

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